it's my one hundredth post, and what can i say?

i'm wiped out.

life is blah - exciting. yeah... i guesso. things are happening... yeah...
but i'm so weary. i don't want to lament but i'm wondering where all my joy has gone. i feel so - flat, even though good things have been happening.

this summer has finally taken its toll on me - and i'm feeling it quite strongly now -- like i need to get out of this place, to breathe. thank God i'm going to kenya soon because i need a change of air and environment. a place where no one knows who i am. a place where perhaps i can renew myself. no promises there, but at least it's something to look forward to :)

so tired.