don't you ever where time just goes when you're busy. things just keep on coming. and coming. and coming. until you're tired, exhausted. and when you finally have some time to take a break, you realise just how much work you have to deal with?

yup that's me.

i've had to think a lot about my junior year abroad... where do i wanna go, and where do i feel God is calling me to? i could say that with regards to the UK, Aussieland and NZ, i think there is easy opportunity. go there, study bio, study chem... but, i don't know. i've suddenly had this passion to go to a developing country - africa, india, china. and i discovered this program that hits exactly these 3 countries, but man, the application is torture and i still have cold feet as to what i desire to major in. but that's it. tomorrow i'm going to e-mail a biology major advisor and set up a meeting next week. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. stress leh. but GOd is good and is sustaining me. my physical health is improving - i fell sick for a bit. my physical size is expanding - which is not a good thing. methinks i have to go arunning. my spiritual life is still there, though i have to soar to higher heights and strive for a deeper relationship with my King. please pray that i will find some direction in my life soon. i feel as if i'm in limbo. with a bajillion things to think about. not that i'm worried. it's just that i refuse to deal with stuff that doesn't happen immediately. as a result, i screw up. uni life is a whirlwind and though i admit i can't wait to get my two feet back on singaporean soil, time is going fast. a lot faster than i anticipated. i remember starting that countdown thingy on my msn nick at like 89, now it's like 75. WHERE'D THE TWO WEEKS GO?!

relativity. that's what it's about.
well... canada in a week-ish!

okay, ta~